All posts by Linda

Change

Years ago if someone had said the word “Change” in my presence I would have thought they wanted my pocket change.  I would never have moved it forward, thinking in terms of past and present into future.  Now change is always present.  There is no getting comfortable, no feeling of slipping on comfy duds and falling back to reflect a day of work.  There’s no way to be comfortable.  Every move is countered, every attempt is blocked. Continue reading Change

The funky rut

I’ve been trying to fade climbing out of a rut that started about a week ago.  I’m stuck. Years ago I heard ‘the only difference between a rut and a grave is the depth’ and did they ever hit it on the head or what?  Things have changed and with it I must change, it gets much harder as you get older.  Yeah, that’s only my opinion.  But I do remember younger days where I just breezed past things because I knew tomorrow would be a better day.  Perhaps that’s what aging does for us…makes us realize that we don’t have nearly as many tomorrows left as we did back then…and that no matter how hard we try to accomplish, it sometimes just isn’t enough. Continue reading The funky rut

No need to explain

why I haven’t been here.  I just haven’t. The point is I’m here now. And yes, I’m still trying to figure out what makes what tick – then perhaps I will know the answer to me. I’m caught in a jumble of confusion. Perhaps it stems from childhood issues of spending my life chumming the highways and byways of the western United States as my mom vacuum sealed eight of us kids into the back seat of a car and spent her days chasing her man as he continually moved from one place to another.  Yeah, her man was my dad – and the rest of my back seat buddies that probably hated to be next to my whiny ass because I was always car sick. Continue reading No need to explain

The Moon is out

It’s a very beautiful night in the desert.  Last year around this time, it was at least 115 degrees during the day and cooling off to about 114 at night.  The land of shake and bake (the wind does the shaking, the sun does the rest) has been through some strange times this year.  It’s weird, it’s unusual, but it’s actually cool at times.  No complaints! Continue reading The Moon is out

Life in the desert

Anywhere you are, no matter what you’re doing, could be classified as life in the desert.  I’m really in the desert.  No, there are no sandy sloping dunes running off in different directions, but there are lots of mesquites, creosote bushes, cacti, and a variety of other things that always seem to pierce your skin or stick in your sock if you aren’t careful. I’ve given up feeling like I should mingle with man/womankind and in that sense my social life is a desert but I’m OK with that.  Continue reading Life in the desert

Everything’s running at full speed, I’m in reverse

Man, I can’t catch up!  I feel like I’m stranded on the dark side of Nowhere and the faster I try to run to daylight, the bigger Nowhere becomes. I had Riot out here for a few days.  What a hoot.  We took Scouty to the vet on Friday a.m.  She’d been digging at one ear.  The diagnosis was probably Foxtails.  Check out the dried out ones in the middle picture. Continue reading Everything’s running at full speed, I’m in reverse