It’s crazy how nothing fits into any particular order anymore, there are very few jagged edges that have to be honed down to make life fit together – from my side of the street anyway. I still see those jagged edges in my kid’s and some friends lives, but in general everything just rolls right along, whether I’m ready or not, willing or not, it just keeps moving on and there’s no pattern to any of it. I find myself wondering if that’s what a time clock does for me…particular order that is.

There are some great things about time clocks but I can’t think of one right now. LMAO. I don’t miss it, never want to go back to it, yet I set a timer for myself when I’m working at home, just to set a little organizational structure to my work pattern. I have a tendency to multi-task too much at times, leading to distraction and getting side tracked from the main task. I always loved the saying “It’s hard to remember your main objective was to drain the swamp when you’re asshole deep in alligators!”

Ain’t it just so?

Sis hasn’t been in town lately so I haven’t faded through the nickel keno machine wars. Wonder if I’m having withdrawal…nahhh…Riot’s been here to keep me entertained with Wii and computer games. I made the mistake of putting him to bed early last night so I could get some work done. Yeah!

“Grandma…I wanna shoot the bears!” was ringing in my ear at 6:30 a.m. – after I’d hit the covers about 2 a.m. Damn bears! And I was crawling out, turning on the heat because I was shivering my ball bearings off, I thought about the fact that summer would be here soon again and I’d be crying for the air conditioned coach. Never a happy medium is there?

But at least I have a coach to go to – and the old digs up in the NW part of town if worse came to worse. What do these people have?

I can’t help but feel they have all the jagged edges and they don’t all want to be there. There is right off of Main Street and Owens, the freeway heading north to Salt Lake City is below them on the right, right below them. But what the hell do I know? Maybe they have the right structure and no jagged edges and are very happy waking up freezing their asses off, waiting for summer’s heat wave.

Note to self: STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THERE!