Seems like each day just drifts off without me being able to hang onto it long enough to even know it was there. I thought I was busy before leaving Bellagio…Kee-rist! I never even get close to catching up now. I hate the fact that I run out of time to post here. And exactly what I was sure would happen, when I stopped dealing, did happen…I’m not enmeshed in poker and the drama of the games at the table so my flavor of writing is definitely going through a change. Even as a player, it won’t be the same. I have all the memories, the same pissy brain jabs when I see certain players, but I don’t feel compelled to scream about it here. Life has a way of changing everything.
Where will Tango go? I think it will become part of my history – as it develops. I will continue to write (now I’m stressing to myself that I need to be here at least a half hour a day) and some of it may be reflections on poker games past, poker games present (online and live), and what I feel is going to happen in the future with poker. Some of it will be about my personal experiences (as it has been in the past) and where I am with life in general (damn…for the good old days when I toasted off in a bowl of wine). Some of it will be about news that strikes my fancy, and content that pertains to nothing that has to do with anything, and that is based entirely on how I feel about it at the moment.
I found an old notebook recently, long before the day of the personal computer, I sat down and penned events of dealing in MT, as they happened. What a trip, looking back on it now. And it snatches up other memories that were long forgotten when I think of one incident and it pulls more lost treasures from locked recesses of my brain. (Sure…most of my brain is probably locked – that’s to protect society). I believe I will be recounting some of those here soon. And I still have a lot of posts from the old website format that need to be moved here, back in the 2002, type of time period. Perhaps that project will occupy a few moments a day until it’s done. In the meantime, I’m going to try to carve out a bankroll. Help all of us out with comments and POV, please.